Thursday, November 20, 2008

Every day is different

It's so discouraging to me how I can allow other people rent-free space in my head. I'm 48 years old, yet I have not yet learned that very simple lesson. We do not have to allow anyone to play any part in how we feel about ourselves and our degree of happiness. We are allowed to choose happiness over misery(and the door slams LOUDLY, again, at least twenty years of it now) Why haven't I taken that door down yet? Maybe today will be that day-Probably Not...My fear? Rejection. Fear of rejection. Well the rejection already happened before the door slammed. The bottom line is this~I just haven't learned this lesson yet. And for now I will just allow the tears to slide down my face and wish that the other person would get a f***ing clue and walk their talk.

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